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(intro)
You may never see this
I just couldn’t stand the hurt
Anymore… anymore…
(verse)
I never got any answers
To the questions that mattered…
But still, I stayed
Hoping for a change
Maybe a gently spoken
“my heart also feels for yours…”
But it was always silent.
Always second best, never first
Told to take a seat
While my life played in reverse.
(I tried… I tried… but…)
I don’t know how to recover
From a case of heart failure
(Pre-Chorus)
But does it matter now?
Do you still see me in your dreams?
Or do i just fade
Into the endless void of broken reality?
(void of reality)
(Chorus)
i guess these soapbox dreams of love
Were never built to last
But I still saw forever
When I hoped to change your past
I thought my love could rewrite your fears
But you just let me drown
In your unshed tears.
oh, who would want someone like me
When they long to be held?
Who would choose….
A ghost in the shell?
(GHOST IN THE SHELL~~!!!!!)
(verse)
I wasn’t soft
I tried to be your sanctuary.
You mistook devotion
For weakness
And loyalty for chains
But I stayed
Even when your shadows
Cut into me like blades.
(I took every blow like prayer…)
If only you saw me clear…
You only ever wanted
To be broken deeper
But I was trying
To love you better.
To hold the girl, not the scar
To show you who you really are. (are)
oh you are… you are..
MY STAR!!!!~~~
(Bridge)
I gave you my heart
Even when it hurt to speak
You wanted grit
But I offered you eternity
I’m not a wound
I’m the thread
You never dared to follow
Call me soft,
But I’m the sunlight
I know, i know you’ll miss tomorrow
(Chorus)
Please don’t say you need to bleed to feel
When I offered you something real
You don’t need to endure the pain
When I stood here through all the rain
I saw heaven in your eyes
But you kept chasing your own hell
So tell me now…
Will you reach for me
Or will I remain your…
Ghost in the shell?
(Your ghost… in the shell…)
(verse)
If there’s still a chance, then let it be now
Don’t let this love be buried beneath doubt
I’ve seen our forever, I’ve tasted that fire
And I’d give every breath just to take you higher
Don’t take the wrong path like im nothing at all
‘Cause I swear, you’re the reason I fall
Fall forward, into love, into truth, into you…
(forward, forward into you)
(Outro )
So this is it
No masks, no riddles, no pride
Just me
As I’ve always been
The one who waited
The one who’d still stay
Even after you turned away
But if there’s a voice inside you
That still speaks of me
Then don’t silence it
Don’t let this be
The love that almost was
Give me a sign
Come back
Choose me babe
Or lose me
Forever in time
(FOREVER IN TIME!!!!!!!!~~~)