This feeling that hurts 💔

[Pre-Verse] Sorry, but..

[Verse] Once I wanted to kiss your lips,
I was fighting against my rips.
Once I wanted to talk for real,
I was frozen by fear.

Once I heard your sunny voice,
My mind was playing with toys.
Once I wanted something more,
[Pause] I wasn’t sure what I was looking for.

[music stops] [Pause] [fx sound: record scratching sound] You know what I mean..

[soul-rap singing Chorus, higher octave vocal, doubled ethereal voice + ethereal chanting support] (This feeling, that, huuu-uuu-uuurts)
Every whisper in the ears,
Smiles sadly in my tears
(This feeling, that, huuu-uuu-uuurts)
Always when you were near
My fear was to disappear
(This feeling, that, huuu-uuu-uuurts)
But I can’t make it kill
It’s like an abby hard to fill
(This feeling, that, huuu-uuu-uuurts)
There’s something not to heal
I’m so sorry, I’m kinda ill

(Yeah)
(This feeling that hurts)

[Verse 2] Sorry for all of this bad, I’ve done
It wasn’t so good, it wasn’t so fun
Sorry for this what I could make better,
For that it’s a past, for that it doesn’t matter

Sorry for being someone, not good enough
Someone so weird, someone so tough
Sorry that I hadn’t done a little bit more,
That I was someone who chose to ignore

[music stops] [soul-rap singing Chorus, higher octave vocal, doubled ethereal voice + ethereal chanting support] (This feeling, that, huuu-uuu-uuurts)
Every whisper in the ears,
Smiles sadly in my tears
(This feeling, that, huuu-uuu-uuurts)
Always when you were near
My fear was to disappear
(This feeling, that, huuu-uuu-uuurts)
But I can’t make it kill
It’s like an abby hard to fill
(This feeling, that, huuu-uuu-uuurts)
There’s something not to heal
I’m so sorry, I’m kinda ill

(Yeah)
(This feeling that hurts)

[Grand Acoustic Interlude] [soul-rap singing End-Chorus, higher octave vocal, doubled ethereal voice + ethereal chanting support] (This feeling, that, huuu-uuu-uuurts)
Every whisper in the ears,
Smiles sadly in my tears
(This feeling, that, huuu-uuu-uuurts)
Always when you were near
My fear was to disappear
(This feeling, that, huuu-uuu-uuurts)
But I can’t make it kill
It’s like an abby hard to fill
(This feeling, that, huuu-uuu-uuurts)
There’s something not to heal
I’m so sorry, I’m kinda ill

(Yeah)
(This feeling that hurts)

(…)

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